the neighbors think
she's crazy: there must be
something wrong. she never
talks, just walks,
perfectly composed, truly aimed,
words--are there words?--
kept within her head?
she's mad, they are saying.
we have seen the ambulances;
we have seen the police come
(without their sirens)
to collect her. and once,
the neighbors swear it's true,
helicopters hovered, seeking
with a bird's eye view.
when she says hello,
when she stops to pet the dogs,
or to scratch a ferrule cat--
the neighbors don't notice the compassion
or the longing.
harmless.
or, mostly harmless anyway.
just let her pass.
yield the sidewalk to her:
she'll be gone in just a few seconds..
what they don't know--
what they don't take time to discover--
is that she is watching,
she is watching everyone,
making notes to herself
in her silent passage each day.
at the second house from the corner, the wife is
always rushing, always panicking, sure
she's forgetting something (or someone).
A few doors away, a man emerges
at the same time each day
to turn on the sprinklers
as if the house were
one large cuckoo clock, and he
has to announce the time.
further down this quiet street, someone
lets out two small dogs no bigger
than squirrels.
the walker notices these things.
she sees everything--
everything the neighbors never
stop
to notice.
one day,
one door--just one--
may open.
inside the walker's silence,
a dreamer lives,
breathes,
prepares,
formulates a response.
"Good morning.
don't be afraid."
Copyright (*c) 2012 by the author
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